To My Husband and My Dad

A LOVING FATHER (Maria Aragon)

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Just Amazed

I was just browsing for funny videos uploaded on Youtube when these videos of Maria Aragon and Anna Graceman just popped in the lists of popular videos. I decided to download the video and watch it only to be super amazed with their very awesome voices. I just felt so happy for their are kids (11 years olds) who could sing just so wonderfully.

I, then took some time to search for their personal profiles to know everything about them. Upon reading the story behind Anna Graceman becoming a singer/writer, I remembered my child Isha who is two years old now. She just loves singing anytime she wants to. She has these songs which she have heard from listening and watching local singers (because she’s a fan of the native singers in our place) which she wants to sing over and over. She also goes to Sunday school with her sister Jasmine and was taught with lots of wonderful praise songs that she really want to sing when she’s at home. Jasmine would sometimes sing with her but she loves dancing more than singing. A thought just came to my mind “I should listen to her everytime she sings and nurture her talent.”

Thanks to inspirations like these ones. They help me realize things like:

“Me, a young mom, with two wonderful and talented kids in my life should be thankful despite the many challenges.”

I HATE MY PAST

Have you ever had the feeling of SUPER REGRET because of what you have done in your past? Of wishing you weren’t born that weak and TANGA to know every RIGHT WAY to manage your life… Of wishing you could turn back time and did ALL THE GOOD THINGS you know you could do to make everyone around you HAPPY… I am just wondering why people were born imperfect! I wish I was PERFECT! I wish I was someone who was born with positive views during my childhood days until now… I wish I didn’t do such MISTAKES! I wish GOD warned me… I wish I was that intelligent and knowledgeable… I wish I was so MATURED…. I HATE WHO I WAS BEFORE! IT RUINED MY LIFE! I feel like HANGING MY HEAD because of this feelings! But I am not who I was before… I am more matured NOW! I can now determine the RIGHTs and the WRONGs…. And I hate it thinking why I did not realize things earlier… So that I did not do SUCH BAD THINGS in my PAST! And just wishing NOW that time will go BACK… I want to FIX my MESS! I don’t want such feelings of REGRET! I thought by being GOOD TODAY will erase those PAST! But it really can’t…………… I’m totally RUINED! It’s because of my OWN doing! Why do I have to be so BAD IN MY PAST!? OH, LORD of LORDS………. I don’t want to be that stupid! I didn’t like it……………….. How will I fix my PAST?