I HATE MY PAST

Have you ever had the feeling of SUPER REGRET because of what you have done in your past? Of wishing you weren’t born that weak and TANGA to know every RIGHT WAY to manage your life… Of wishing you could turn back time and did ALL THE GOOD THINGS you know you could do to make everyone around you HAPPY… I am just wondering why people were born imperfect! I wish I was PERFECT! I wish I was someone who was born with positive views during my childhood days until now… I wish I didn’t do such MISTAKES! I wish GOD warned me… I wish I was that intelligent and knowledgeable… I wish I was so MATURED…. I HATE WHO I WAS BEFORE! IT RUINED MY LIFE! I feel like HANGING MY HEAD because of this feelings! But I am not who I was before… I am more matured NOW! I can now determine the RIGHTs and the WRONGs…. And I hate it thinking why I did not realize things earlier… So that I did not do SUCH BAD THINGS in my PAST! And just wishing NOW that time will go BACK… I want to FIX my MESS! I don’t want such feelings of REGRET! I thought by being GOOD TODAY will erase those PAST! But it really can’t…………… I’m totally RUINED! It’s because of my OWN doing! Why do I have to be so BAD IN MY PAST!? OH, LORD of LORDS………. I don’t want to be that stupid! I didn’t like it……………….. How will I fix my PAST?

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Sorry for the Stupid Things

 

Sometimes we wish for the better
When we have it good as it gets
Sometimes the grass isn’t greener
As soon as we find out, we forget
Sometimes a fool doesn’t know he’s a fool
Sometimes a dog, he don’t know he’s a dog
Sometimes I do stupid things to you
When I really don’t mean it at all

chorus

Sometimes a man is gon’ be a man
Its not an excuse, its just how it is
Sometimes a wrong, don’t know that they wrong
Sometimes the strong, ain’t always so strong
Sometimes a girl is gon’ be a girl
She don’t want to deal with all the drama in your world
God knows I don’t mean to give it to you
So girl, I’m sorry for the stupid things
I wish I didn’t do but I do

Ohh
Oh no
Ohh

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Sometimes I wish I was smarter
Wish I was a bit more like you
Not making stupid decisions made at the last minute
You live to regret when its through
Well sometimes a fool, doesn’t know he’s a fool
And sometimes a dog, he don’t know he’s a dog
But sometimes I do stupid things to you
When I really didn’t mean it at all

chorus

Sometimes a man is gon’ be a man
Its not an excuse, its just how it is
Sometimes a wrong, don’t know that they wrong
Sometimes the strong, can’t always be strong
Sometimes a girl, is gon’ be a girl
She don’t want to deal with all the drama in your world
God knows I don’t mean to give it to you
So girl, I’m sorry for the stupid things
I wish I didn’t do but I do

Bridge

Sometimes a fool doesn’t know he’s a fool
And sometimes a dog, he don’t know he’s a dog
But sometimes I do stupid things to you
When I really didn’t mean it at all
At all . . .at all

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Sometimes a man is gon’ be a man
Its not an excuse, its just how it is
Sometimes a wrong, don’t know that they wrong
Sometimes the strong, ain’t always so strong
Sometimes a girl, is gon’ be a girl
She don’t want to deal with all the drama in your world
God knows I don’t mean to give it to you girl
So girl I’m sorry for the stupid things
I wish I didn’t do but I do

Regrets and Just Feeling Sorry

Regret is a negative conscious and emotional reaction to personal past acts and behaviors. Regret is often expressed by the term “sorry.” (from Wikipedia Encyclopedia)

Everyone is being bothered by this kind of emotion when they want to turn back time and fix something bad they have done and said. They just wish they didn’t do it or wished they didn’t say such words, or just wish they could erase the event in their life. Who would ever want to feel very sorry after committing awful things and uttering bad words to someone though it’s not really their purpose to hurt anybody?

Regretting and feeling sorry could not even fix ruined pasts. It’s just good you felt regret and accepted that you have done wrong and prepare yourself to be better and not commit the same mistake again. Pasts are parts of your present and future. Just live the way it was built and be the best you could ever be. Mistakes makes you stronger and helps you grow mentally, emotionally, and psychologically. Who haven’t done some mistakes anyway?

Saying sorry and feeling sorry could be simple things said and done but to persons who value the emotional aspects of life appreciates a person who says “Sorry” after her/his mistake and feels sorry and expresses apologies in respectful manners like sincerely promising not to commit the same mistakes again. For some, saying sorry seems to be very hard to do yet they obliged themselves to do so when in time they realize they are to blame.

Regretting makes you feel unconscious  so why make yourself uneasy when you know you could fix the mess and live your life the normal way again.

Regret. Accept. Be Happy again… Mistakes and Fights? Just turn them to Good Memories by patching up and doing what you know is best to ease the guilt, embarrassments, and depressions you are feeling.